Monday, October 02, 2006
ROARRRRRR!
Count down to the f**kin silly billy Os.
I'm dreading it as much as I can't wait for it to be O-V-E-R. I swear
Os are the BIGGEST burden alive, haha. its killing me.
But I know I won't let my 5 yrs in STC go down the drain.
My Science Practical is on the 19th Oct which is er, nxt nxt wk?
I seriously hate looking at the calender nowadays. Living in denial
but yes I know not for long. Reality. How much I wanna run away from
it but its almost impossible. Unless I give up that is.
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Lately, I've been thinking abt my 5 yrs or 4 yrs plus plus in stc and I should
say that I definitely do regret some silly decisions tt I've made. (e.g. not having
a cca) I wonder when that is gonna come back to haunt me.
Probably soon I guess & of course not studying harder than I should.
Well, no pt crying over spilt milk for now. Learning to live the present & not
make the same mistake again. I gotta push myself to the max & I
do really need your prayers. Drifting really far away from God hasnt
been much of a help either cause I know I can't do something to the best
without Him. I'm trying, still striving on there.
Keep me in your prayers yeah? :)
And also as much as I was soooo eager to leave stc. Now, I'm dreading it so bad
after realising how much I'm actually attached to the school and particularly the
teachers and friends that I have made. I know it's gonna be hard.
But tts just a phase everyone goes through huh.
So for now, enough of my grandmother stories and I'll get
down to serious business. Oh and can I add smth really random. I'm
so pissed that the button of my 1 day old denim shorts came out :X
rarrrr. HAAAA.
Ciao! Hang in there y'all.
God bless.
xoxo
RANDOM SHOT; ms POH, me & DEEE :)
(i think we're all lookng pretty funny. HEH)
